Ick. This is the kind of practice you go through because I KNOW it will make me a better person.
It will make my business stronger. There, thats it. I went to a photographer meeting last night (because I’m a photographer now) and I heard the speaker say “you have to build your barn before you build your house” or something along those lines. He was quoting it from someone else, and here I am…probably infringing on someone’s royalties or something. But thats not the point. The point is that I have to have discipline in how I run this business. Because if I don’t…it won’t matter if I am the greatest photographer in the world…this will eventually burn and die.
I don’t want that. This means too much to me.
This is tedious, tedious work. And it makes my head spin thinking about plans, goals, vision and how I am going to get there.