I am.

I am a photographer
I don’t just shoot photographs, I stop time
I search for those moments that make a statement
And I want that statement to be powerful.

I want to see.
Retell a story through images.

Last Saturday Shaun and I were walking through the farmers market and we ran into another teacher from Shauns school. I was introduced and we were chatting for a couple minutes when thus co-workers wife remembered that I was a “professional” photographer. I oh so humbly replied that I was working on it and would like to be a professional photographer one day. we had a little laugh, wrapped up our pleasantries and moved along to purchase out farmers market flowers.

Later Shaun, from what seemed to be out of the blue, turned to me and stated boldly…

“Devon, you ARE a professional photographer,
you have to give yourself more credit.”

Gulp. I know what Shaun said is true. And it’s getting more and more true everyday. I think part of me is afraid that it will one day be gone, that I won’t really get to be a photographer. But I know that I’m in it now, I’ve spent many hours pouring over developing who i am as a photographer…learning my style, my photographic signature to abandon it now.

Learning how to retell a story.

I was thinking about this tonight. I trained to be a counselor, spent so many hours reading and sitting in classes. Learning to facilitate groups, conduct individual sessions and asses for problems. I trained my ear, my mind and my heart to listen to someones story…to ask the right questions to draw a person out.

I can be a active and attentive listener so that other person can feel truly heard, and I didn’t do it so I could manipulate then, but because I wanted to know them.

Have you ever stopped to think about how rare it is that someone really listens.
Without trying to fix.

I use my ears to hear….I use my words to retell their story. It will always be in the fabric of who I am to listen.

I was blown away tonight as I thought about this. Now I get to use my eyes. I am retelling a story using MY EYES. Using images, not what I hear and not what I speak. How cool is that? It like I’m learning a whole new way to communicate to people that they are beautiful. They have worth. They are loved. That they have joy in their life…

Someone asked my a couple weeks ago what my philosophy is on taking photographs. I paused for a minute, I had never had anyone ask me before. And chuckled to myself as I said

“have fun”

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  • May 15, 2010 - 6:48 am

    Shaun - Yes, you are a photographer! I am proud of you and what you are doing. You are going after a passion and desire of your heart. As your husband, I get the chance to see you walk in your calling. It makes me smile to know that you are happy in what you are doing. I love you and i am always here to support you in this calling for as long as god has us in it.ReplyCancel

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